Life is funny. The way things work out, how slow and how fast time goes by, etc. I must admit, in my 24 years, I have enjoyed the short ride in this crazy life. I am excited to see what else is out there for me, the journeys I will take and the people I will meet. I know there is so much more to learn and take in.
The last year, maybe year and half, has been amazing. With all the ups and downs, I've loved it. I have learned so much, I hit rock bottom and fought my way back to the top. Although not all the way there, I know I have great things ahead of me. I know I am beautiful and outgoing, I have the world to offer. There are some things I would have liked to not of dealt with, but honestly... where would I be without that experience (mistake).
Today so many things came into focus. I saw clear for the first time in a while and realized... life is to short to sweat the bull shit. The people who are supposed to be there, will be until the end. What is meant to happen, will. I am no longer wasting my time on anyone who has nothing to offer and does not benefit my life in some way.
I have lost and gained a lot of people this past year. The friends I've gained, or reconnected with are most certainly worth it. The one's who were lost, I have yet to look back. This cycle is a clean one and one I have so far not had any regrets from.
I looked back on blogs from this year. They have all almost repetitive. Only... they're all leading in the same direction...up. I love this, all of it. The only thing that is different, not turning back anymore, my direction is a one way street.
"This new heart of mine".
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